what you see is what you get

there is this strange obsession of which i am a victim, with the person that seems to be hiding something.

someone might call this mysterious.

i coming to find it ridiculous.

i used to really love it.

ooooohh...he's not saying much, he must be extremely intelligent and passionate.

his thoughts must be intriguing and unique.

she's dark & weird-she must be cool-she must be the one to reveal truth & be able to unveil the cry of my soul.

maybe they're not thinking anything interesting at all. and they're scared to death to let us know.

myself-i'm noticing, i am wired to say exactly what comes into my head (most times) without much editing. most of the time it's stupid and immature & reveals too much of how insecure i really am-or maybe how desperate i find myself being.

recently i've wanted to be mysterious.

i'm finding that i just can't pull it off.