'For the land, into which you are entering to possess it, is not like the land of Egypt from which you came, where you used to sow your seed and water it with your foot like a vegetable garden.

But the land into which you are about to cross to possess it, a land of hills and valleys, drinks water from the rain of heaven,
a land for which the LORD your God cares; the eyes of the LORD your God are always on it, from the beginning even to the end of the year.'
deuteronomy 11:10

'the lie that you are believing is that you have to fight for your love'

there is no love like His love. i choose to let Him love me.

i don't have to fight anymore.