we cool?

...so keillor isn't doing any harm for people like my sister who will never read the book anyway. He's not harming anyone, really, except snobs like me who do hold poetry/art at a higher standard and want to keep good art a secret and an announcement at the same time because it makes us tick. It's the band we still want to see in the dive bar but tell all of our friends about.

so i've realized that i've fallen prey to this like since i was in 7th grade. trying hard to keep all the cool things i discover to myself, yet making sure everyone knows it was me that found them. errgh.

i admit it. i want to be cool. i want to be hip. but there's always someone moreso.