so...i'm just gonna say today, that i'm amazed.

it is true that if we pray about something it is more effective than nagging or even suggesting.

i see God working on a DAILY BASIS in the heart/life of the 'special someone' in my life. (more on that later...with pictures)

he is one of my best friends (don't think we haven't been through tough stuff) and we've now been given the chance to know eachother more intimately.

it's not at all what i expected.

i always thought that i loved adventure, the unknown.

i had no idea He was going to give me that in a relationship.

but just when i start to figure him/us/myself out, God does something. to remind me that this is a faith walk...one that i feel blind on, mostly.

makes me go back to the core truths that are unchanging. things he taught me while i was in the waiting. things about how love is not about 'getting what i deserve' but serving. that there is a supernatural working-out of getting what it is we need by not focusing on it.

everything is changing.

at least in me...and each morning i wake-up a bit scared and a bit excited. cuz i feel like i'm always on the brink of something.